Monday, August 2, 2010
Life these days... or maybe... the past few days have been hard... first was the interclass... then was the performance that is still in my mind and today... is wat that my teacher said... i've always been very devoted to watever my cca was and watever i do... but she said today that she plan to disband softball... because as some may know... i've changed coach... and he was disappointed in our attendence rate each training... she said that she know that some of us are very committed in it and always come for trainings and give it our best shot... but what is the point if even as few as 1 person doesn't come... wat's the use of the other 8 training... because this is a team game and a team it shall be... and since some of them or most of them are not coming down for training.... not devoted... wat's the use of it... so she said.. she is giving us 1 more month... 8 more trainings to show that we really care... is not... all this shall be a history... first team cca... is about to disband... i feel very pain in my heart... i dunno wat to do at all... i've been trying my best but nothing seems to work... not only this but other things... i seem to be the cause of all or at least i think i am... for everything... to things.. event or to peoples... i'm so osrry peoples.....